Okay, so let me get this straight...

You believed the girl THAT DUMPED YOU, then dated a STONER three days later (the one I TOLD HER A MONTH PRIOR THAT I LIKED) AND who frequently flirted with other guys while dating you AND who got pissed with you just because she could AND believed that the whole summer drama was all about her and had nothing to do with you AND tore you and me apart as friends, then again as a couple? You believed HER over me?

The one who never lied to you? The one who was there when she dumped you and helped you with your feelings? The one that stayed up late many a night to talk you out of SELF-MUTILATION? The one that GAVE UP HER FRIENDS TEMPORARILY because she cared about you? The one that bit her tongue and smiled sweetly when she felt like her heart was being ripped out? The one that told you EVERYTHING?

Do you have ANY idea how much pain you caused? ANY at all? I gave you one of the deepest friendships I've ever given someone! I helped you with so much SHIT! Shit that NEVER involved me! But I got involved for YOUR sake. I lent my media room to you so you could get with Jenna! Kristen's SISTER! I turned the other cheek for YOUR sake! I defended you every time my parents called you a player!

And then I gave you my heart. I believed that you wouldn't hurt me because you promised. You PROMISED me that you wouldn't lie again...

And now you have the gall to come back and say you're sorry and that she's "ruining" you?

No. No no no. You don't know the MEANING of "ruined". Don't talk to me about being "ruined". I was "ruined". You, on the other hand, will find another victim. Just like she will.

I TOLD you that she would do this. I TOLD you that she was a terrible person. But did you listen? No.

So don't come apologizing. I don't care anymore. I really don't. You have no place in my life. Just remember that when they leave, and you're still wallowing in self pity, I won't be here. I'll be out with Will. I'll be out with my real friends. You know who they are? They're people that ACTUALLY care about me! Isn't that something? People actually DO care about me! Such an odd theory, but it's been proven!

Don't even get near me. Ever.

Elaine

P.S. The book will return in one piece once I'm done reading it. I won't rip up something that did nothing wrong.